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Goodnite world!

Omg... I have to go to one of these... my fav band, Bring Me The Horizon is going to be on it... I wanna go. And these are the closest places they will be playing.

Fri July 2 The Showgrounds At Sam Houston Race Park Houston, TX
Sat July 3 Superpages.com Center Dallas,TX
Mon July 5 Verizon Wireless Amphitheater St.Louis, MO

EDIT: It looks like Im gonna see Bring Me The Horizon on August 8th in Denver Colorado with my buddy AJ. I actually turned him onto their music and he loves it and yay!!

My Aunt Jo. My godmother. She passed last year. I still miss her.



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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

- Neil Gaiman

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I've been watching Hoarders on A&E. In a way, I feel good, because I'm a lot better at throwing things out than those people, and you can actually use all the rooms of my house, even if there's clutter around the edges. But on the other hand, I see how I could turn into one of those people if something went wrong, lol. With me it's more a laziness about just physically getting in and cleaning things out though, than a need to keep useless stuff. If I can get motivated to clean an area in the first place, I don't have emotional issues about getting rid of things. On the other hand, I don't seem to have a great need to keep the clutter down either and my house is, by normal standards, pretty cluttered. I can see how it could get out of hand if I weren't vigilant about clearing stuff out every so often.

When I was a child and teen, my parents used to have some good friends who were the kind of hoarders you see on the show. They have a four bedroom house and it just has paths through it and a place for each of them to sit and that's all the space there is. I think that scared me to the point where I was determined not to be like that and that's all that's kept me from real hoarderdom. They aren't filthy really, but they don't throw ANYTHING away. Old TV dinner trays are washed and stored for no reason. Tons and tons of trinkets and ornaments and art, so much that they don't even know what they have and can't ever get it out and display it even though some of it is nice stuff. Other things are just junk though and it's kept all the same. They have sealed boxes of cookies from the 80s that you can't buy anymore so they can't get rid of them, though they're inedible now, thousands of items of craft supplies that won't ever be used and just basically everything they ever had, whether it's worth anything or not. I understand how depression era people get like that, but I don't really know how these folks, both from regular middle class backgrounds, got into that mindset. It has served as a warning to me though. :-)

Chocolate. I like chocolate, but not as much as I like my phone.

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I lost some weight. In a rush this morn i threw on some pants and i just realized these pants couldnt fit two months ago.

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Omg! I forgot. Happy Winter Solstice Everyone!

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Day 02 ? Your favorite movie




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